CHSN: Interview Day

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I’m sitting before my computer on Interview Day, frantically making last reviews of my resume, and these questions pop up in my head.

What if I’m not good enough? What if they don’t like me?

Me on a daily basis, perhaps, would be able to charm them into thinking that I’m someone interesting, someone worth their time. But me on no sleep (I was worried last night) and with a stress level of VERY HIGH, well, I’m kind of rethinking my ability to converse and speak English properly.

My mother always used to say “do your best.” So cliche, and really, how do you know if you’ve done your best? As for me, 99.99% of the time, I definitely know that what I’ve done isn’t the best. But is the best the same as your best? I’m not sure.

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And so I’m sitting here, staring at this picture of a delicious brownie that I had a couple of weeks ago, and thinking if I actually have any good qualities. Have I really done my best?

Hopefully my nerves won’t bring me down.

-hils
Website: https://owlonabraintree.wordpress.com
This post is part of a series of posts called Confessions of a High School Nerd.

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